I Am Angel

hello everyone, I am Angel. You might not get what most of this blog is about but I'll fill you in. Two years ago is when all of this really started. Two years ago, my house was burned to the ground in some fires... I lost everything, then my dad left that's pretty much it. I know I am making it sound like it is no big deal, and it sounds like no big deal... But when it happens to you, it hurts. A lot. the rest you will pick up on as we go on. so lets go to a more recent thing happening shall we? ok. I was talking to a guy who understood what is what like not having your parents around, of course I still have my mom but she is always at work, and I realized I liked this guy he understood me, helped me, and most of all didn't judge me. Well when I like someone I tell them. How would they know you liked them if you didn't tell them. So I dropped little hints, then I told him. And he said he didn't know who he liked and since my best friend dated his best friend so it would be weird which I understood. Then I got the feeling my best friend, who we will call Jacie, liked him...and as in got a feeling I mean I was talking to my friend and she thought so. but I asked her and she said she did like him. So I shrugged it off you know guy code right? wrong. Me and Jacie got in a argument and she started talking to her friend in class you know really loud so she can be heard by me "No, Em I have a boyfriend now!" "oh really?" "yeah! his name is Tyler" and as she says that she looked at me and glared... funny thing is right after she said that she started flirting with a guy in the class then a guy in computer class after that. So I didn't believe it and I went home, after making mascot:), and texted him asking if this was true and he said yeah and explained. And now he is telling me they don't talk.... I want to tell him about all the guys she flirts with and her "friends with benefits" but I can't I don't know what to do. And that's the drama of today...but the real problem is... I am so confused on who I am... But if you are reading this keep reading because by the time I am done with blogging...you might now me better then I know myself...then maybe you can tell me who I am... now we should get away from the High School Drama for a while and get to what's really going on...
I need to find someone who is like me.
someone I can talk to about everything and they will understand. I can't help but think that I'm never going to be understood. But I know I'm not alone on this... How many of you have been in a situation where you feel alone, like nobody understands, or like you will never find love. well you aren't, somebody does, and you will. And when you do it will be worth the wait.